Do you ever feel like the thing your most passionate about and the thing you have dedicated your whole life to starts feeling like something you no longer love, but it starts to become something that you are forcing yourself to do?
I wouldn't say that, that is how I feel at the moment, but I would say i'm a bit confused. I don't really like the feeling of it. I had this whole life plan when I was a freshmen in high school, and I guess im just starting to question it and you know what I have no reason to feel this way because I know what i'm doing is what I should be doing. I'm just a bit lost is all. . . right?
with much pondering to do
L
Now I know that the title doesn't historically reference tomorrow, but I mean it definitely applys to it. 11 years ago tragedy struck this great nation as we all watched on in disbelief at what was happening in New York. We had been hit by terrorists and never have I seen a nation so willing to help people, traveling from different sides of the US to help and never have I seen a more patriotic country who didn't just stand in awe of what had happened we as a nation picked ourselves back up and made it our mission to take down the terrorists that did this, and we have. So as you go on with your days tomorrow take a moment of silence to remeber those who have fallen whether in the trade centers or in Iraq, but do take time to remeber those who were wiling to risks there lives for there country and remember those who not knowing what would strike them that fateful day lost there lives, and keep there families in your thoughts and prayers as they remember there loved ones.
Just some food for thought
XOXO
L
Everyone is always searching for there purpose in life right?
Well what if your purpose in life was figurtivly standing right in fromt of you?
I mean i've always known what i was gonna do for my whole entire life, and I know for some people that may not be the case, but have you ever thoght that the thing you are meant to do was the first thing you fell in love with.
I mean take a look at the fab five I bet those have been doing gymnastics there whole lives and I bet it started as something they liked doing, and sooner or later they realized thats what they wanted to do for the rest of there lives.
For me it was singing I picked my first microphone up at 3 and I haven't put it down since, and sometimes I wonder if I just settled for music because it something i'm good and then I realize there are tons of people who wish they could do what I can, and that helps me realize that this is what I want to do for the rest of my life, God gave me a gift and I intend to use that gift to give Him glory.
I mean I know I look at the peole in the olympics and think to myself I wish I could do that. I mean think of the strength and dedication it takes for those five girls they give up most of there teenage life to accomplish, what I think is one of the most distinguished opportunities one could have, to bring honor to there country, its not just for themselves they went there for a nation.
Just some food for thought
XOXO
L
Decisions. . . I feel s though I would be better off without having to make them. They put in between a rock and a hard place and it's just not fun when your left to make the final choice. I wish there was just some GIANT light up sign that would tell us which choice will make us happier or which will better us in the long run.
I mean decisions aren't all that bad I mean without decisions no one would get married, there would be no president, and no one would be able to drive becuase we wouldn't be able to decide what car to buy. I mean decisions are important and most of them have to be made, I just wish at this moment I could have my cake and eat it to.
I mean I know people always say, "learn from your mistakes" and how else would we learn from our mistakes if we didnt make the wrong/right decision. I dont know about you but I really don't like making mistakes so maybe that's why I have a hard time making decisions but now I need to make some decisions I mean i'm in my sophmore year of college what am I going to do with the rest of my life if I can't make decisions?
Just some food for thought
XOXO
L
This morning I woke up to the chaos . . . Pure and utter chaos I woke up late and not like the you're gonna be late to class by 15 minutes the type of late I had woken up to was you're gonna miss your class late. Yes I had woken up 15 minutes before my class started and my school is about an hour away and with the kinda I would be driving in I was gonna be on the freeway for about 2 hours. Well I made it to school only to find that it is harder to find a parking spot the later you arrive to school. So I braved the parking structure ,with no coffee in hand, I hunted for a parking spot it took me an hour to find a parking spot which in turn made me late for my next class which I then decided to ditch. So now I am sitting at Starbucks on the corner frustration and peaceful thoughts writing for my next class to begin. Now I know that my rant may have not been very interesting but you also didn't have to read you could have just skipped right on through but you didn't. So now it's time to get down to business. . . I don't really know what this so called business is but it sounded cool in my head so I decided to type it. I really have no more things to type about so until next time XOXO L
Introdctions . . . Introductions are necessary, I mean without introductions we would become involentary loners. So to begin my introduction I will not give my name I will simply let my followers call me what they want, but for starters you can call me L. Yes just a single letter I know very Pretty Little Liars Esque. . . so anyways my name is L and I am a sophmore in College and I would love to say that right out of high school i got into an ivy league school and moved far far away from my parents but my new friends that was not a choice I was given. I am unfortunatly still living at home and unfortunatly I get into an Ivy league school in fact I am going to community college, I know what a glamorous life I lead. Well I guess i'll tell you a littyle more about myself, I am a musician I sing and trying to learn the utterly confusing language of music theory, if any of you out there know what i;m talking about i'm here for you, anyways I am a music major and i sing all types of stuff, but mainly opera. i guess thats all I have for now.
XOXO
-L